barefoot

i wonder where is my fear ?
why it's just gone by days or less ?

i'm just big loner in small body and limited mind
sit down on the corner and watching people talking
laughing when they're laugh just to mention that i'm alive
if breath is not what human need to do,maybe i choose to breathless

i listen the same song for thousand times
just to aware the tone
when it's tones sad,at least i know i never really alone

i want smile not laugh
i want hug not kiss
i want a glass of milk not wine
i want u not other

times never told me how to heal or how to fix everything that happen before
to live alone with a loner one,my self
i pick the right place to cry and hide from what times can't give me
from pain that wanting me
regret feel useless,present feel plain and tomorrow...i never know how to feel about tomorrow

but from things in my own world,you're the beautiful one
the only human that bargain me days
the only human that waste time with me,ooh... ur time so waste away
so waste away

i remember all scenes when i walk to that place that day
and then you are lying there,waiting for me
you.. the person that i don't even know but name
maybe you took it away that day
my fear,maybe you bring it home and dump it to ur trash

i think i should say thanks
so..thanks


( i listen "YUI - Tomorrow's way" along i wrote this,
don't know how many times,i didn't count )